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Zoe
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
About Me:
:bulletblue:Name: Zoe
:bulletblue:Age: Not telling
:bulletblue:Art Lover and Artist (?)--makes different types of art, like jewelry, photography, drawings, paintings, clay figurines, dolls, etc.
:bulletblue:Dream: Go to Anime Expo someday and buy stuff (but I can't because I have no money)... T.T
:bulletblue:Anime/manga lover (current obsessions include Ouran High School Host Club and Kuroshitsuji--I :heart: Sebby-chan and Tamaki!) :happybounce:
:bulletblue:Video game enthusiast--I :heart: video games A LOT, like Ace Attorney, Pokemon :pokeball:, and Professor Layton games (they are my current favorites)!
:bulletblue:Kawaii stuff fan (YESSSSS, CUTE STUFF!!! Like :kitty: or :iconqueenofdorks: art... :3 So cute!) ^^
:bulletblue:LLAMA LOVER!!! So...if you would like, :llama: and/or :points: would be greatly appreciated!!! >u< (or in plain English, it means that I would love you for life!!!!). Thank you to everybody for their support! I :heart: you guys... :)

BESTEST FRIENDIES!!!
So you should go visit their DA... :)
:iconsugarcanecutie: :iconeggshellink: :iconcatgataneko-san: :iconrei-rei-kun: :iconnekonojutshu:

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Current Residence: Somewhere over the rainbow...
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Favourite genre of music: All types
Favourite photographer: Katie Armstrong (my friend--but I don't think that she has a DA account)
Favourite style of art: Comics/Movies/Drawing/Photography= I like everything. :)
Operating System: Uhhh... Windows Vista?
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
Favourite cartoon character: Sailor Moon or Keroro
Personal Quote: "Life is short--eat dessert first."
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Heartache is the worst sort of pain in the world because you can't just take some sort of medicine to get rid of it. You can't just cut it off and be able to move on with the rest of your life. I expected too much. I was too hopeful. I was warned before, but I didn't listen. I just want to sleep it off, but it doesn't go away with sleep like my headaches do sometimes. It doesn't go away with a few comforting words or even a bottle of something to numb my mind from thinking about it because it will always come back. Fate hates me when it comes to love and relationships. Or I'm just too young and naive to know how to deal with them. "I don't know, I don't know, I don't know." I'm just a clueless little girl who is lost in the world of adults and doesn't want to grow up. Only distance and time can mend a broken heart. But I don't want to distance myself because I'm selfish and a part of me doesn't want to let him go as a friend, and time feels like an eternity when you aren't enjoying every day, hour, minute, second. I can only blame myself for being too eager and reading into things too much and pushing my feelings onto someone else. I took a personality test last week, and it described me as drawing people towards me with my happy, positive energy and attitude. Maybe I should keep it to myself, become a tsundere so that I won't foolishly fall in love again. I don't know if I want to put a lock on my heart and hide it away from the rest of the world. I don't know if there is anyone on this planet who will be willing and able to find the key that I've thrown away and unlock it. I want him to be happy, but I don't think I'm able to stay as close to him as he wants and be happy. I just fell deeper in love the more I learned about him and his life and his flaws. Every time he smiles at me, or hugs me, or laughs, my heart hurts more because I know that I'm just a hopeless girl in love with someone who is already taken. I feel like some sort of pathetic loser who wasted her time and feelings and tears on someone that she had no chance with. Why can't I like girls instead since I understand them so much better? I wish I could just remove my feelings from my heart with a drop of a hat and stay close to him as a sister of sorts, even more than "just a friend," but I don't think my heart can handle this (or I'm just not brave enough to face him). I am already hurting so much. Will this pain ever end? Probably not. Will my love for him ever end? Probably not. Will my tears ever end? When I learn how to stop being a crybaby and wipe them away myself. Crying is so useless, and yet why do I cry so much? I can't bear to let anyone else share the burden of my sadness, so I keep it inside until I can cry alone in a quiet place without bothering anyone. Maybe it makes me feel better (not really, considering how I end up looking like a giant mess and have snot backed up all the way to my throat). Or maybe the hot salty water running down my face can lessen some of my heartache if I see my tears as carrying away some of the pain I feel inside my heart. Why can't I get over someone quickly (or even at all)? Does my heart have enough room for so much love? I don't know. I guess that's my answer to everything because I'm so lost right now haha. I don't know what I'm doing or feeling or writing. I just know that I have a horrible heartache in my chest and it won't go away. Please help me~
  • Listening to: Davichi's Mystic Ballad album
  • Reading: Why We Broke Up by Daniel Handler
  • Watching: Something to make me feel better
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Fattening foods
  • Drinking: Not enough water because my mouth is so dry

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Valdrein Feb 20, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the add :blowkiss:
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aiaoicho Feb 21, 2014  Student General Artist
You're welcome! :)
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Thanks for the Llama...an important part of life!! Rose
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aiaoicho Oct 16, 2013  Student General Artist
You're welcome! :)
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wolfgirlmovie Sep 25, 2013  Professional Filmographer
We're just a bunch of hug gawping fans who love Studio Ghibli and Hayao Miyazaki's vision as much as you guys!!
We're making a Princess Mononoke Fan Film, but we need you to spread the word!

It's for you.  
It's a non-for-profit film,  all the kickstarter backing goes towards backing the top class effects and visuals that you deserve.
We're going to redevelop the puppetry, we've commisioned the best top rate SFX wolves and we're all champing at the bit to start!

We need you!   Our shared goal is to spread the love.    We want everyone to see the trailer.    www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUJio7…

If you get goosebumps like we do, you'll know the next move has to be;
www.kickstarter.com/projects/w…

The Wolf Girl Team x
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chantal-olivia Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for watching my art, lovely. :heart:
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aiaoicho Jun 3, 2013  Student General Artist
You're welcome. :)
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thanks for the fav
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aiaoicho May 23, 2013  Student General Artist
you're welcome~ :)
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